Oh I am making myself laugh with all the things I am thinking about writing that I am not!
Oh what. WHAT! Yes!!! I just found another butternut squash. I thought I had eaten the last of them, but I still have one! This is exciting news. I am so excited for the summer to can and preserve a whole bunch of food. I've been working on my plan for what to do. I love to eat and eat well. And then other times, I don't eat at all and it is annoying.
I started this 101 goals in 1001 days. One of my goals was to brush my teeth every day. I missed yesterday, so now's the time to figure out how I'm gonna deal with that. Obviously I want to keep the goal up. So I don't know, do a brush twice to make it average out? I've already brushed more than once a day a few days though, so meh.
Once I receive my dough whisk, and buy an oven thermometer, I will have my first goal off my list completed. I also tried some Mahi Mahi as part of my trying seafood 8 times goal. One of my goals is to hug everyone as they come into my house. I was really good about it like, 2-3 weeks ago, then not many people have come over, and then I like, forget again. I will be vigilant though! I think I am like, trying to put good rituals into my life. There really is not much ritual to my life.
I've almost been at Vision a year. That is weird. Part of me feels like I've been there forever. It's weird to think that before a year ago, I wasn't there.
Also it seems to me that a fundamental question of parenthood is how much sleep is worth sacrificing for whatever. Like everything is a trade-off, and so much of it ends up revolving around sleep. I mean, there are lots of other ones too, like money too.
There are some things I like reading, but a lot of times with reading, it is not the reading, but having read something that I more enjoy. This being more true with non-fiction. Fiction generally is enjoying the process...otherwise I don't read it. I wonder if I would be more prone to reading more if I had never been forced to in school, or if I would be prone to reading even less because I have not had that experience as much. Because I think like, yeah it'd be nice to be forced to read something. It like, makes it easier to read things that are less compelling. It is a good motivation.
Also I am like, really not thinking. I feel like lately my blog is all thoughtful and whatever, but tonight I just feel stream of consciousness, kinda bouncing around.
I like to write. It is like, beautiful to me, to create or capture meaning.
I think people can be salespeople without having to be shady. I think there can be honesty in sales. I think sales reps discount themselves the most when they think that they have to be shady in order to get things. I don't really see why honesty isn't a core principle value at Vision. But anyway.
I am tired, and hopefully my water is ready so I can take a bath, then go to bed. I need to fix my bed at some point, but then I'm planning on selling it, so not really much point in getting the tubes filled right. I'm excited to move rooms. I should just get a bed and do it. But that'll require time...which I am pretty busy lately. I haven't even cleaned my kitchen really.
K, I'm done.
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